They become "we" and forget "I".
Somehow the rain feels like me and the rivulets on the windows feel like everyone else.
Like they have all lost themselves.
But I know that's not true; I'm one of them, too.
A tiny raindrop connected to you.
I'm very pensive lately. I have a job interview tomorrow, so if I get that job that's one thing I don't have to worry about. I withdraw from the world when depressed, hence the lack of blog posts, especially posts full of research and insightful thought. Each day is a struggle to get to the next day, so I don't have the energy for fun-filled things. Although I am still salsa dancing to try to fend off depression and stay healthy.
If I don't get a job by the end of October, I'm planning to go back to the US in November. I don't know if I already posted that. That would be the end of Kristin's Korean Life. What should I call this blog, then? The Blog Formerly Known as Kristin's Korean Life? Too long. Kristin's Life? Too simple. Kristin's Bipolar Life? Too much of a pity party. Kristin's Krazy Life? Too cheesy. Kristin's Crazy Life sounds good, though. What do you think? Is anyone out there?
Kristin's Life After Korea? Kristin...Moving on?
ReplyDeleteHmmmm I kind of like "Kristin... Moving On". I'll consider it when I go back to the States.
ReplyDeleteIf you like your blog adapt it to your new life. If not scrap it. I keep a blog to keep my emotions/mind straight and I could care less who reads it.
ReplyDeleteAnd yes there is always someone out here.
Oh, we're out here, Kristin. Just not terribly punctual in our blog-readings.
ReplyDeleteI love rain and of course raindrops. They make me feel more alive.
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